This is a remix from an original song taken from the debut Stealing Sheep debut EP, Noah and the Paper Moon. Heavenly posted it on their soundcloud and it made me wanna download the three-song-set they offer for free:)
is seriously the most juvenile, unplanned manifesto thus far. I know it is because it was written by some pre-pubescent toddler who spent all day beating his dick after beating video games and thought that having a computer made him better than me. This is why Anonymous has been such a let down….
SBJ is my alter ego in case you haven’t figured it out.
Since there's no help, come let us kiss and part,
Nay, I have done: you get no more of me,
And I am glad, yea glad with all my heart,
That thus so cleanly I myself can free.
Shake hands for ever, cancel all our vows,
And when we meet at any time again
Be it not seen in either of our brows
That we one jot of former love retain.
Now at the last gasp of Love's latest breath,
When his pulse failing, Passion speechless lies,
When Faith is kneeling by his bed of death,
And Innocence is closing up his eyes,
Now, if thou wouldst, when all have given him over,
From death to life thou might'st him yet recover.
I moved to Boulder using all my savings and my car (that did not make it) with a man that did not make it. I work only four jobs now (instead of five) and I bike in the freezing cold all over town to get everywhere I need to be. I have a handful of friends mostly AA related. It gets better right?
I am not sure what happened but he swears up and down he did not. Considering he is a vegan and admitted to me he also thought he may be an alcoholic so I thought the whole incident was weird.
What is my life about? I don’t know what’s real anymore. Am I actually losing it? This situation also pushed me even further from my ex, who could handle the difficult situation of imagining his love being drugged. Maybe this was not a test but just some random incident I should stop trying to assign meaning to. I think it was someone else’s lesson, not mine.Regardless, I can no longer trust my ex to be there for me in difficult situations. I guess we are really done.
Six months sober and I think I am losing my fucking mind.
My step mom is 11 years sober and just hearing some of her stories from before she started AA breaks my heart. So while I'll never understand what you're going through, just know that you're not alone.
Two nights ago my roommate drugged me with liquid THC
and i have no idea whether i should press charges? Keep in mind, I am in RECOVERY and he knew that. Not that drugging people not in recovery is ok. I don’t know if hge wanted me to let my guard down to have sex with me, or if he just thought it was funny. He is a male, I am a poor female who cannot afford to move out of there. Regardless of what his intentions were, it is all sorts of wrong to drug a female against her will. A female who has taken you to AA meetings. It made me want to do drugs, it made me almost walk in front of a car. It was the most terrifying feeling I had ever had. He is showing no remorse. I have no idea what to do?
Sober relationships lead to sober breakups lead to sober feelings lead to sober hate lead to sober despair lead to lead to sober crying lead to sober vegan ice cream eating lead sober crawling through the mess lead to sober falling lead to sober sighs lead to sober triumph?