December 2011
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Curse of the recovering alcoholic #22
Dreams about relapse. Wake up terrified. Stop listening to all house party music.
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Making Up
dearoldlove:
Make-up sex was never the answer. But it always ended up being the best we’d ever had.
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Jumpy
dearoldlove:
Our relationship was never going to work, but I still get turned on every time I see you and it’s hard not to jump you.
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We have entered the fatal snare of commitment, now we can finally start lying to each other.
I am a cowardly, deceitful whore who will no doubt shatter your soul into a million fucked up pieces. I give nothing and expect everything in return.
You are a negative, dejected asshole who can’t care for anyone else. You are a black hole of shitstorm emotions with little to no regard for me.
We are...
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Monsters masquerading as puppets parading
Charlatan charade
facefucking her own façade
dysthmic dames play dangerous games
with their own mortality
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Curse of the recovering alcohollc #21
Resenting your fourth step and having to write the resentment ON your fourth step.
Mega Meta.
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When the world face fucks you, bite back!: The... →
shittyblowjob:
is seriously the most juvenile, unplanned manifesto thus far. I know it is because it was written by some pre-pubescent toddler who spent all day beating his dick after beating video games and thought that having a computer made him better than me. This is why Anonymous has been such a let down….
SBJ is my alter ego in case you haven’t figured it out.
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“I’m on fire with love and anger.”
– Charles Bukowski (via beautyisanillusion)
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grenadinemusix:
Anthems For A Seventeen Year Old...
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suechoi:
Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye...
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“Sometimes I’m terrified of my heart; of its constant hunger for whatever it is...”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via misswallflower)
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“When there’s nothing left to burn, you have to set yourself on fire.”
– Stars // Your Ex-Lover is Dead (via soberissessy)
This is my life slogan. This song makes me cry.
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Since there's no help, come let us kiss and part,
Nay, I have done: you get no more of me,
And I am glad, yea glad with all my heart,
That thus so cleanly I myself can free.
Shake hands for ever, cancel all our vows,
And when we meet at any time again
Be it not seen in either of our brows
That we one jot of former love retain.
Now at the last gasp of Love's latest breath,
When his pulse...
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Must Get Off
dearoldlove:
I wish someone new would get me off so I can truly get over you.
Too bad I am remaining celibate for 2012.
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Lipless kisses, phone receiver blasting bliss
Arms and legs in pretzel twists
Exploring hands and loose, wet fists
As agonizing as it is
Here I stand and reminisce
Your cooing calls
Your exploring paws
My body enthralled
To you, I crawled
Here I stand, all bets withdrawn
Our passion plunder
The Boulder blunder
Tumultuous thunder
Has done us under
Here I stand, our love asunder
Freezing in the...
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six months sober
someone set me on fire.
I moved to Boulder using all my savings and my car (that did not make it) with a man that did not make it. I work only four jobs now (instead of five) and I bike in the freezing cold all over town to get everywhere I need to be. I have a handful of friends mostly AA related. It gets better right?
The little Engine that COULDN”T
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lesbeblunt asked: I misinterpreted what you said, I thought you meant you were in recovery as a result of the liquid THC.
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so my roommate did not drug me...apparently
I am not sure what happened but he swears up and down he did not. Considering he is a vegan and admitted to me he also thought he may be an alcoholic so I thought the whole incident was weird.
What is my life about? I don’t know what’s real anymore. Am I actually losing it? This situation also pushed me even further from my ex, who could handle the difficult situation of imagining his...
Anonymous asked: My step mom is 11 years sober and just hearing some of her stories from before she started AA breaks my heart. So while I'll never understand what you're going through, just know that you're not alone.
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Two nights ago my roommate drugged me with liquid...
and i have no idea whether i should press charges? Keep in mind, I am in RECOVERY and he knew that. Not that drugging people not in recovery is ok. I don’t know if hge wanted me to let my guard down to have sex with me, or if he just thought it was funny. He is a male, I am a poor female who cannot afford to move out of there. Regardless of what his intentions were, it is all sorts of wrong...
renata-dominik asked: that's really courageous. My father is an alcoholic and has been his whole life. it has destroyed my family and deeply impacted on my life :/ i wish you the best on your journey
renata-dominik asked: this may be stupid, but are you a recovering alcoholic? i just wasn't sure...
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Curse of the recovering alcoholic #20
Sober relationships lead to sober breakups lead to sober feelings lead to sober hate lead to sober despair lead to lead to sober crying lead to sober vegan ice cream eating lead sober crawling through the mess lead to sober falling lead to sober sighs lead to sober triumph?
Stay tuned.
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Anonymous asked: #boulder boy here ... how do I get at ya?
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“life on paper is so much more
pleasurable:
there are no bombs or flies or...”
– Charles Bukowski - The Days Run Away Like Wild Horses over the Hill (via henrycharlesbukowski)
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“I’ve got that disease where you wake up in strange places drunk.”
– Principal Moss (via parahnoid)
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394.
betweenthings:
it’s cold and i want your hands on my exposed skin, blankets to our chins.
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